Diary

2007-01-17T21:43:00.000-08:00

PEEK TURES!

2006-12-20T07:35:00.001-08:00

A quick post =)

hi everyone...how time flies, its been a year since I started out as a noob blogger , now I am still a noob though. haha.

Well, today went out with jolin=) we went marina square again and watched a night in the museum and its super worth it guys. pls go watch if u havent had a good laugh for ages=) After the movie, we walked around marina square and were stuck at MINI TOONS LOL for ages becuz she wanna chose xmas presents for her cousins and sisters haha...although I really dun like to enter such shops especially DIVA, I still acc her=) cuz I promised her I will acc her, if not i will get spank on my butt! so lame but thats us=)

We had BBQ stingray, BBQ chicken wings, AH HUAT laksa with a cup of sugar cane juice for our dinner at redhill market. its so finger lickin good and jolin were super duper happy haha...cuz she's having two meals a day for the past few days and this meal tonite definitely make her craving satisfied! I was vv happy to see her this way!=)

alrite thats all... stay tuned !

2006-12-20T07:35:00.000-08:00

2006-12-10T19:07:00.001-08:00

yo!

Holidays so far isnt that very enjoyable, especially when its only a month after 11 weeks of lesson, hectic sia! But I am rather, very satisfied with my academic performance for this particular semester cuz this is the only sem that I had really put in effort to study, BUT! I HAVENT DONE MY PP YET! omfg. =(

Alrite, apart from my studies, I love my current job. Having working there for almost 4 months, the people there are all very friendly especially the aunties and peers of my age haha...can crap , can chit chat during work one. And most importantly, she's there=)

Recently, I had been thinking how fast this world is changing. Time is like as if a source of water gushing out of the tap constantly, if u never retain it, you are wasting it. So I have been telling myself to cherish every moment , be it happy or sad, it will be part of your memory and chronicles of your life.

And I guess, its time to meet up with some old friends like ssc, zc or justin..this two ass is my best friends and having posted to different poly, our distance got stretched. I misses the time with all my buddies=)

lastly, I want to thank my girlfriend again for being so understanding and loving to me=)
jolin, you are the best! =)

2006-11-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

Thanks for not outcasting my blog guys!!!

omg man! I couldnt believed a month plus had passed since my last entry! time really flies man..The whole lessons cum UT cycle juz kept on repeating, dead boring lar ! how i hope i can graduate in juz a week's time! that will spell the end of all my shit loads of UTsssss, ppt, PP and watever la!

I got billion loads of things to say about my life now, the good and the bad etc etc... But prior to my recent episodes of life, I want to say very big thank you to my girlfriend, jolin goh=) she's reli been a very caring and understanding girl and I had nvr even once regretted asking for her hand. She's one which really makes me feel loved and cared for, this feeling, is such that I had nvr experienced before. Our relationship wasnt that smooth sail but , i shallnt be bothered about critisism or sacarsm cuz, she's the one who makes me wanna protect her till I die.
*you reli make me fortunate do you know that? my dearest?=)

Okay!!! alrite, me at a glance:
-I have got a great girl
-My parents and I are getting alot more better
-I learnt to be more fillial and hardworking
-I have got a stable and fun job( damn flexible!)
-I am gettin fatter (67 Kg now)
-My studies are getting hell lot better( I have got A for microbiology UT goodness...)

Okay!!! alot more to say, but I am lazy already man...I shall update again soon! SOON OKAY

Bye and take care my frensssss =D

2006-10-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

I am very sorry....

To my dear jolin:

I shouldnt have pulled a long face.
I shouldnt have said all those things.
I shouldnt even stop without calling you..

I promise I wont lose my temper and be like this anymore...I will only make your life sweeter and sweeter each day..ok? =D

hmm...suddenly...I feel like having her in my arms. and I reli wanna thank her for being a forgiving, understanding and loving girlfriend. she's reli what a guy would wish for, a supportive girl who is always readily to give me support, cheer me up when I am down. I admit I do take her love for granted in the past. But not for now and the future, I will cherish her and treasure her....I want to make her xin fu=) really.

Lastly...to jolin if u are reading this...
I just wanna say...
I will not leave you like that anymore.

2006-10-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

I miss her alot now....

she's always so understanding, giving me her utmost attention and care...

though she might be imperfect as others might think, she's the perfect girl for me and I love her . very much .

she's none other than, Jolin Goh=)

2006-09-17T22:35:00.000-07:00

I am back!

hello hahaha...due to my hectic schedule in taka and laziness, i didnt blog for like a month ? well, during this month let me recap what i have done:

-work work and work
-mostly outing to kbox
-ray's bdae celebration
-gotten myself a sweet galfren=)
-done nothing to my academics!!!!

haha...nvm, i still gotten a average GPA of 3.14..not really good but I am happy alre cuz i didnt really studied for everything=) And just yesterday, i fell sick man..damn! fever of 38.4...sucks .whole body went lethargic, drained of energy.. sibei bek chek cuz i juz fallen sick not long ago...guess my fitness is deteoriating..time to get back to my fitness regime.

And then I misses my dear alot...she's really a very thoughful and caring girl...we really treasures each and every moment we had together...when school reopens, I promise you that I would bring u go dating ok? hahaha=)

lastly...I really look forward to my bdae celebrations:)

2006-08-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

Series of fortunate events=)

YEaH! I got employed at Taka as a sales promoter of men's wear man~ those weekend work one or two time one, so flexible can!!! good good, means I will have an additional source of income liao woohoo...All thanks to jolin goh geok ling~ hahaha =))) (will treat u a meal when I gotten my pay) haha~

Good Good, am happy also because, my dad say wanna buy me new phone? haha wondered what he want buy for me sia, nvm la, as long its a color phone I am happy enough...hoho.And and , today to my surprise and HORROR (HAHA), li zhicong suddenly asked me whether want go his house have dinner anot...shocked la out of a sudden asked me this and of cuz, I agreed lar cuz his daddy is a CHEF OK CHEF!! And he say his family is preparing a feast??? wah i HAVE GOOD KOU FU WAHAHAH...And expected, when I stepped into his house, The aroma of dishes especially the roasted pork activated my salivary amylase sia! As usual, his mummy and daddy are so friendly to me like machiam my own house, I dun feel shy at all man thats the weird thing...Chatted with her mum lots and I am beginning to find myself as part of their family???hahahha...zhicong, next time dun shy , come my house eat k=)

Made a new fren called melodie from shao chong woohoo ...my future da sao haha...shao chong jia you k! support u! she's fun=)

Thats all...I HATE SCHOOL .bye~

2006-08-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

Happy 41st birthday to Singapore!

woot~ a year passed so damn freaking fast larrrr...and yesterday on the eve of national day,me , jolin, jessica, justin , zhicong and cliques of zc's class gals went viewed the awesom firworks!!! Upon reaching cityhall mrt, we could already reckoned that its gonna be hell lots of ppl goin...the MRT train were so damn squeezy larr, cant breathe...( and deepest apologies to those who waited for me and zhicong. esp. to jolin and jessica hahaha =)

And woohoo, the atmosphere at citylink was so crowded, brewing with anticipation and excitment of the fireworks even before 9pm! Looking at the congested walk way of the citylink mall, we decided to take another route towards the waterfront.we took a detour up raffles shopping center but eventually still joined the crowd as there's only one route towards the waterfront with the securites guiding us all the way. O man, its reli been a long time I have been to such crowds seh, except during chinese new year or christmas countdown. Its very humid yesterday, But I wouldnt mind to go there again; jolin agrees with me as well=)

squeezing and squeezing , and finally settled down at the waterfront or i should call it 'treefront'? cuz we were blocked by the trees! argh! damn...but nvm la=)Hmmm the fireworks are nice, esp the last part where several patterns are shot up to the sky, a perfect picture of beauty ignited in the sky...(envy those lovers watching the fireworks ytd..must be super tian mimi LOR) hahaha=)

OH YA, while on the train home, we were talking about pokemon and suddenly! zc said jolin look like jigglypuff while she's alighting....OMG EVEN the people beside us also luff, cant tahan! cuz the atmosphere at that time reli super funny!hahaha! (sorry jolin=)

haha..thats all...enjoy ur holiday guys^^

2006-08-02T06:33:00.000-07:00

Today's happenings:

Okay!!! today woke up early ...must for some happenings mah! Aiyo forsaken my sleep lei....And ta da!! We went K-BOX at marina square for belated birthday celebration for our dear jolin and zhicong!!!! whahaha!

Alrite I am sorry jolin that I am late, the punishment can u just forget about it???=x
Alrite proceeded on with K-Lunch. haha dunno why, the voice like 'hidden' within us, cant reli project our voice out...and so,me and zc did some choir warm ups to enhance our vocals..LoL.Prior to this, we were keepin a lookout for zhicong's bdae cake and the 3 pretty ladies went hunt for it....great effort!haha! So as usual, jessica and jolin see concert only nvr sing one.while ray said she's a female 'ah du' today..but she sang quite well lei, still got yang chen ling's aura instilled in her, except that she sound abit 'meow' today...hahaa.

Today's my first K-Lunch and of cuz, I was expecting the lunch lor. And here it comes in a sort of a jap bento set, with rice, veggies, fruits etc all sorted out . Not bad lei, its quite tasty except that the rice is rather a very small serving to me. I was thinking whether can add 50 cents rice not...wake up la! Its not a hawker center! haha! Ok so continue sing sing sing until I felt nausea then I went toilet , my acid reflux problem acting up again..argh...haha then when I came back, saw zhicong performing his Birthday item of the day: WU NIANG MV DANCE! WOOT! I was like OMG...cuz he's reli enjoying the dance in his pink boxer hahahahhaha...so damn hilarious la, all of us laughing like caveman and womans...can imagine zhicong back to his old self??? Think hard! haha! -roll on the floor and die-

OkOk...so I fufilled all the songs that the gals wanted me to sing except that I tink I sang forever love pretty bad...quite disappointed . But nvm, I shall practice more often!haha! next, arcade time woot! reli great lor, to have friends who plays arcade , juz like me! good good good! Jolin and Me had a great showdown on street fighter three! she uses some kuku female fighter and gosh! she could beat my ken! wah I chua two pails of sai man!!! she anyhow press , twist here twist there also can beat me...wah lao!!!! HAHAHA! But aiya, after that I gained back my form and won her liao...she very buay song still wanna stop me from turning my joystick and pressing the game buttons. AND she scratched me! arh! Okay so after the fighting, played some daytona and thereafter, jessica and ray left for their ah boy..haha. so left jolin, zc and me. and zc was particularly quiet cuz he's tired. aiyo! so left me and jolin talk talk talk lor...walked around marina square then to suntec city. talked alot , laughed alot...lOl. ard 5 plus, we took train home liao..although its early but reli nothing to do liao...haha.

today's fun with u guys .thankiew~!!~! cya all tmr!^^

2006-07-28T21:32:00.000-07:00

Shall blog about yesterday...

Well, since last friday, me together with jolin and jessica had made friday our badminton day . venue? woodlands CC haha...but then the hourly rate there abit chua sai, 8 dollars per hr for each court. So I very clever, faked my fren's IC( he's a CC member) and therefore, we pay onli 6 dollar. Ok la, reasonable alre=)

SO, yesterday we played. Lesson ended abit late lor, so I packed asap but to my surprise, jessica still down there chatting happily ^^ nvm, I used my -diao ren sheng gong-, then only she realised she got badminton later on. hahaha.And btw jessie forgot to bring her wallet and hp and I also forgot to bring cash out. first time sia~ So we had our game. And Jolin begun her funny actions and remarks again...haha! She's always sooooo funny...Because I would smash occasionally and the shuttlecock would either hit Jolin or Jessica( IT WAS UNINTENTIONAL!!!) haha! So in the end wat happens?They got phobia of me ....wth.haha.And they continue their lame jokes and everything....BUT HOR, halfway thru, Jolin fly our aeroplane ...haha...No la, she gotta go sign a document (some prudential thingy), as thick as an amaths textbook (cuz she went off for an hour still havent come back). Jessica left for her AH boy, left me down there stone. Then I saw this adult playin, my hands got real itchy. and so I asked them for a game LOL.Just nice, Jolin came back and saw me playin...she commented my smash will make her chua sai. haha so happy!!!^^

So , again , Jolin went back to sign SOMEMORE document and I followed her (mother bringing son...) So I landed up listening to some saving scheme plan. Sounds feasible. I will ask my dad about it=)

Thats all. gonna go visit that ah siao at taka later on. HAHAHAH BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BUDDY YONG SHENG AND BUDDY ZHICONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO YONG SHENG AND ZHICONG:
HAPpy eIGHteen BDAE! OMG! THATS DAMN FAST YEA? HAHAHA NONETHELESS, WE STAYED ON AS BUDDIES FOR A NEAR 6 YEARS=) NOT FORGETTING JUSTIN TOO.

TO JUSTIN: TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF AFTER UR OPERATION.MAY GOD BLESS U AND GET WELL SOON!

LASTLY, PLEASE, THE TWO OF YOU MUST TREAT EACH OTHER MORE PLEASANTLY AND DUN KB ZC TOO MUCH! HAHA.

ENJOY UR BDAE!!

2006-07-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

My queue's number 10~

2006-07-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

Love's beautiful~

I believe... everyone wishes for their forever love~
A love that's shared between two hearts that will last for eternities and unbreakable~
So....what exactly is Love???

I know this question have been posed since dunno how many centuries ago but the ironic fact here is, who could actually gave a explanation or a definition to the world's most beautiful thing?In contrary,its really an upset to see ppl all over the world grieving over their failed relationships, does breakup really means end of the world?

Yesterday, chatted with someone online. She's a very nice and sweet girl. I asked her ,what's her view on a third party in a r/s? She said it all depends, if that third party could real put down all his pride to wait for her and are confident of giving her better future and better treatment, will it be afterall, a bad thing? Reflecting back, when i first gotten into my first r/s , my ex gf told me right from the start that if I happen to chance upon a better gal than her in the future, she could gladly let me go for a better future. well...I must say, not many ppl on earth is capable of saying this. So the message here is, it takes much courage and sacrifice to tell someone 'I Love you' when that someone is attached. Lets exclude those ppl that are despos or are out to ruin ppl's r/s out, we shld really be in awe of their courage to stand out and say 'wo xi huan ni' .

I am hoping for my forever love.

2006-07-15T23:12:00.000-07:00

A special entry

Cocky
Cockier
Cockalogy

Introducing My all time best buddy , Mr sim shao chong =D

I got inspired to write this because of the following reasons:
-He's changed to a most cockiest person i ever knew
-crap lotsa in msn until me and zc bth
-always make fun of ppl including MY photos
-etc etc and tons of his stupid doings

Ok. realised his existence all the way back since secondary One. I could still vividly remember how he looked like-Hamburger face. Oh pls his face is god damn chubby , now's still the same. He always kena bullied by people maybe becuz of his face? yes must be his face. I still remember he got low blow by arnold for no apparent reason. hahaha.and yes, I never even talk to him until he sat behind me and I was extremely irritated by him during lessons. I will always turn back and ask him to diam cb. And thats the reason maybe why he vandalised my chinese dictionary and drew chinese character ,' shui ya' behind my dictionary. *shui ya means water duck. Ok...as time passes by, he got bullied by a new bully again, Alvin tan. prior to this, me and him are gettin along quite well alre.And btw guys, he's the first person to call me yap . And me being the first to address him as Sim. and whenever alvin tan were draggin him to the toilet to whack him, he will shout 'yap, help me! help me!' in chinese like there's no tommorrow.so bo bian, I always go rescue him and always kena whack also. hahaha . so our frenship were brought closer thereafter, always talk alot of cock during lesson, play wwf cards, jio char bo hahaha. Then one fine day, he invited me to go watch mummy returns. He volunteer to treat me the show, back then, I was like very touched la cuz nobody treat me before.hahaha. somemore its like 6.50 bucks back then? its quite a huge amount to me.LOL. Then also, he invited me to his hse for the first time to study history. I followed him after school and was reli surprised that this cock face actually stayed in a terrace.woot! great, his study room is very cosy and we nvr study la of cuz, were playin chinese chess and cards , listening to n sync music. the good old times=)

Gradually, friends come friends go. He suddenly like shunned me and stick to aloysius alot that time. Becuz I had a serious tiff with aloysius and he sort of like boycott me, pshyco-ing all my friends to leave me. Quite sad la that time...even my best fren sim also don like wanna fren me , always hang out with aloysius and weng mun. That was then i made another best buddy of mine, li zhicong laa.haha. But, sim also had a tiff with aloysius soon after and I still remember aloysius throwing a soccer ball right at sim's head during morning before the teacher comes. Sim cried ! HAHAHA! ( sim, dun kill me yet)

Growing up, we had a big tiff. most memorable and worst quarrel with him. dun reli remember what sparked off our arguement, which left me and sim didnt talk for half a year. haiz. That time abit tough, cuz all the while its me and him one. like everyday u must shit then suddenly dun have to cuz the shit isnt there...this kinda of feeling lor. sth is missing. HAHAHA. but aiya nth is unsolvable. The day we became good frens were at yk's hse. when we were playin water polo haha. I got the ball, and he come grab it...got into a scuffle and luff together...jiu hao le.haha.not bad la, we shared alot of good times together, went watch movie, go out crap after sch at mac, go his hse HOHO,chat on the phone abt shandy bla bla hahaha.

Often, i would reli admire his faithfulness for a gal. Not tryin to promote him here or wat, he's the kind of guy who's reli willing to fork out all his time and effort for the gal he likes. reli power. haha but he abit hum ji though. must try to speak up more infront of gals ! And also, he's kinda emo sometimes. but happy go lucky afterall. great buddy to crap with la, as for serious business, he could be very very serious too. same as me la hahaha.

thats abt it. my special entry abt this 'special' fren of mine. keep in touch! sucker!

2006-07-08T20:15:00.000-07:00

TA Da~

hERe are some last wk's service learning camp photos^^

FLOUR Blowin IN aCTIoN!

The Aftermath!

gRoup photo!

sTartin of cAMpfire~

The campFIRE!

I am the ONE holding the GUn! (take note of that big panda face!LOL)

AND....ta da~ thats about it. My first camp in my polytechnic life. Although its juz a mere 2 days one night, its alre enuf to make nice friends and to learn alot of stuffs as well. =)

adding on...

YESTERDAY! Went sing KBOX at marina square! My first time there. yea very very ex haha. Met up with ray first. aiya ur hair's nice la...dun be troubled by it . went to jessica's workplace and found out alot about facial products hahaa...ray and jessica are experts sia, knows alot about facial care. woot.

Okay. after a while , zc came along.then cheng ze came along . at last , all arrived. kia kia at marina square lor, wa ytd alot of people eh, nice nice~I love crowds, but not noisy crowds haha. went window shop and saw this new creative ZEN V-Plus Mp3. omg its so damn nice larr. I tink I will buy it THE MOMENT I gotten my pay from cheng ze.hahaha.
Went gaming at arcade after shopping and were playin daytona for the first time with them . hahaha I was finally leading halfway and a P5 car bang me!! WA LAO ! And I am so sorry to ray=( haha I dont meant it=) And....Its kboxing time! ytd their business were so damn good that we got to wait for ard half an hr sia. then finally its our turn and we were playin zhong ji mi ma. 93344686.HAHAHAHA. When entering the room.....WOWOWOOWOWOW! THE ROOM is so damn big that its almost half a badminton court! wtf! gosh! I tink its 18pax or above de sia! hahaha we all got so excited sia and started throwing some 'frishbees' around. hahaha but then the waiter extra lei, always come in at the wrong time and spoil our fun.hahahah. and and, someone commented that I could sing 'forever love' reli well and can use it to coax gals. so damn happy la yesterday! hahaha.=))

2006-07-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

The LOL Outing!

Pardon me for my long-time-one-post habit.haha I dun reli update unless got fun things to say. TA da~ here it is:

yesterday went marina square with ray, jessica, jolin, yan ling and zhicong. They are really crappy and fun people woot! even gave me a nick name called man man? er xin sia yucks hahaha...took some crazy photos on the way there on the train and lotsa ppl looking at us. and finally jolin took a good one, great photography skill! alighted at cityhall ...walk walk walk and halfway, ray and yan ling saw gelare cafe and started shouting! ahhh! jolin , jessica and me look at one another LOL, sayin we are becoming more and more normal and them becoming abnormal lol? yea and as usual our comical king li zhicong kept on making us laugh with his super duper funny actions and expressions. all laugh until stomach hungry( can imagine ?)

yan ling left halfway thru due to job appointment and so we went on checking cinema time slots but no shows for us so we go play arcade lor to kill time. They were playin daytona and I was playin my newly fav. game: street fighter III . jessica come watch me play and she commented my skills is nothing -.- haha...nvm but I played until the last stage lei , she was cheering and laughing at me woohooo! then suddenly when jolin came and watch what the hell I am fidgeting so much when playin, I DIED! OMG so HENG! she kept on reprimanding herself so funny! hahaha...Ok then watch ray and zhicong play initial D, zhicong won eh not bad not bad.haha.

so of cuz nearing dinner time, we go burger king eat , dun neglect the zc's effort of taking free coupons=D. had the most fun over at burger king. chat chat chat non stop eh...ray was sharing her childhood trauma and her sec sch life , zc and me shared our sec sch past lifes too. while jessica is the laughing machine there and jolin our pace maker.haha. intended to have steamboat over at marina but we are afraid that its gettin too late. so, next time ba!!!

goin off now.shall update some photos next time! fun!

2006-06-28T19:22:00.000-07:00

39.1

I fell sick again...super high fever, 39.1. all thanks to the freezing cold enviroment in RP , the bloody hell hot weather and lack of water.
Went home early on tuesday. was supposed to meet chuzen , then I was pinned down with 39.1 degree. felt very bad sia, when I was the one who asked her out first. argh fever! sucks! Mum fed with some pills lor, but my temperature juz wont go down. went to see doc, had some rest till the next morning but my temp .still stays at the 38 range. so bo bian again, went to see doc for the second time(heartpain). and yea, I recovered liao...haha.

and yea , ytd was supposed to go fix my labtop alone. But yinyin fork out time to pei me. came all the way from TP to jurong east sia. soooooooo nice of her...hahaha. wah kao waited for 1.5 hours lei...yinyin , really thank you ar...haha. so, they operated on my lap top , done some adjustments and within 10 mins, its done.and guessed wat? no charges lei... wooohoo=D

goin for a leadership camp this friday. heard that its quite fun~ got cheng ze, zhicong, ray and alot alot of ppl goin.great! can knw more frens! =) haha yea gotta go pack my stuffs alre. bye bye and stay happy my frens!

2006-06-23T20:23:00.000-07:00

Should I?
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Shouldn't I?

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ARGh I am fucked up!
Please bless me with immense courage and sincerity.

I wont disappoint u, fireflies.

2006-06-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

=Memoirs Of Myself=

I got inspired to write this while browsing thru my fren, Kok Wei's entries about his past. Immediately, i decided to unleash all my memories virtually. Cherish this entry peeps=)

Well, I have been known for my flirtratious character since dunno when and the astonishing fact is, i did not have a single girlfriend in the whole of my secondary school life. Tracing further back, i did have one. Those who knew me inside out, her name's Goh ChuXiang. She's my first love , but , that happened when i was in P5, when me and her are still immature and dont even know a single shit about r/s. Hence, i dont include her as my Ex. or rather, my First Love.

Approaching Sec...

Hmmm... Honestly speaking, i did fancy quite a number of gals during my whole of secondary school. I fall in love easily, and only after that, i will weigh the gal's importance in my heart and then , I will decide whether to continue my pursue of that particular lady.Meaning, only a few had make it to my heart. And they are none other than Shandy Tan, Goh ChuXiang, Huang Suwen . I shall start with Shandy Tan.( This is gonna be a super long entry. Pardon me=D )

I remember clearly , it was in sec three, that i fell for Shandy. It all happened when i first gotten my first handphone. nokia 6610.I gave quite a number of ppl my number but, its always shandy that smses me the most. Those goodnite smses , thoughts and care smses. It all seemed so genuine and heartwarming . LoL u guys can call me a fool to have fallen for a gal by those mere smses. But even the brightest fool have no control over his feelings. It juz came so sudden, leaving me 'loved' all over. But , its juz a wishful thinking of my part. She doesnt likes me at all. I could still remember vividly how sad and torturing i felt when i got rejected via her sms. Nevertheless, she did left some beautiful memories in my life=) ......
Soon.... after this incident, i thought i had reverted back to my old self of having new dates every week and not getting into any r/s. Unbelievably, I got myself churned into another twirl of love twine. My old flame, Goh Chuxiang. Having lost contact with her for 3 years, I managed to get her number via my pri sch fren , Shihui. We smsed almost all days and nights, chatted like never before . Slowly, feelings brewed . And i am beginning to miss her deeply whenever we are not smsing or gotten real uptight when she doesnt reply my sms- I'd fallen in love with her. Eventually, I asked her out. She were wearing her school uniform , wearing her specs and her beautiful smile. I was mesmerized by her even more. I was wearing my sch uniform too and my heart were pumping real hard that i stumbled on my words. I had never felt like this before.I could sense she likes me too and I were looking forward to more dates with her.

One week passed.I met her again. At cck Lot1 FairPrice. I was having GOH training back then and i took the risk to sneak out just to see her for a short 15 mins before she goes home for her piano lesson. Nevertheless, I am willing to see her even for just a sec.

-Two weeks passed( Hot and Cold)
-A month passed( less smses, less communication)
-Two months passed( she stop rplying to my smses. heartbroken)
-Three months passed( Still nvr rply to my smses. but, i still sms her almost everyday and tell her what i have been doing everyday. I am treating her like my dairy)
-Nearing to four months. this was when i decided to sound her out by faking a bike accident, Finally, she replied. Finally and Finally, she replied. However, i did not feel anything at all. IS this what i really WANT??? Why must i resort to a deceptive plot to make her rply to my sms?? I felt so low down and completely pathetic..... sucks.after all this turmoil, i told myself not to waste any more of my youth on her. And slowly...I force myself to forget her ...erasing all her smses...Slowly...I recovered.

Although I recovered, my faith, confidence level or even trust in a girl had dropped drastically.I am afraid to be hurt again. And so, although I've got no lack of dates, deep in my heart is only emptiness ; a deep valley that doesnt welcomes any occupant. Even if there is, I told myself I mus be serious, I must consider each and every factor before courting that future lady. And that future lady is, yeap, Suwen.

Its like a drama. A real life drama. I chanced upon Suwen in my first class in Republic Poly. And she happened to be my fren's fren, which is so much of a coincidence. Well, I alre set my eyes on knowing her better on the first day because I am attracted to her beauty. But I waited and waited, I did not manage to team up with her in any of the modules which is so sickening. And so I awaited for another week to come and find a chance to talk to her. Surprisingly, She talked to me first on the second week of school. I remember she borrowed my MP3 for some songs and asked me, ''hey, you are fren of siang rong right?'' I was quite shy , putting up a normal front and chatted with her, and succesfully gotten her msn and her hp number. I was grinning on the way home and was feeeeling so so so happy .(How i wish for thet spontaneous happiness again~) In just a few days, me and her clicked so damn well that we even sms one another craps and nonsensical stuffs. I could feel that kind of close bond which I rarely had with a person. Crapping , shitting, laughing , enjoying one another's companion. I guessed I had fallen in love again. I try to stop myself from falling in love with her. Because I think I've got no chance at all. No height, No look, totally not up to standard. I despise myself. And so I hid my feelings, I know she knows I fancy her. But she did not avoid me, which back then I think I could win her real soon over. But life's unpredictable. Just on the day before we arranged to meet up and cycle in east coast park, she's deciding whether to transfer to Ngee Ann poly or to stay. This news struck me real hard. I was panicking while advicing her to stay via MSN. I was so scared of losing her. Everything had went so smoothly and I cant just let her go just like that, I told myself I've got to try everything to make her stay. I was nvr so determined , even i was stunned by my doings. She had made me understood the tense and the pain of losing someone impt. It was then, I know, she's the occupant in the deep valley withing my heart. And throughout the whole night, I couldnt sleep. I was awaiting for her decision I kept on praying that she will stay she will stay. It's really a unforgettable long night in my life. I even cried. I vowed that I must make her the most happiest woman on earth if she agrees to be my girlfriend. And she did. She became my First Love of my life. She's so beautiful to look at, so fairytale to be with.

( Our story started on 12th may 2005) It was the happiest day of my life. Even till now, this date still seemed so significant to me.Although i couldnt buy her montly gifts or wish her happy ** months together, this date will be forever memorable in my life. I really enjoyed those 9 months with her. All our jokes, our times together. How i used to tease her and how she used to tease me, whenever I think of all our past silly moments, I nvr fail to smile. Our relationship wasnt a smooth sailed one, alot of quarrels set in. But we always nvr fail to overcome each and every obstacles in our relationship. Instead our love grew stronger and sweeter. Hmmm...She used to draw monthly cards for me all by herself, always so sweet and thoughful.She even folded tons of paper cranes for me on my bdae and even made cookies for me on valentine's day ...Yet, I didnt appreciate her till I lost her.....How i wish ...I could... turn back time.. and.. hug her..... tight , nvr ...nvr...let go....)

9 months later, just a day after valentine's day, we broke up.It was the Saddest day of my life. I just have to let her go. Much agony and pain before i made the decision. NONE of you could understand how much i gone thru . I just have to see her drift away from my arms, no longer my dear suwen. I've tried and tried to convince my parents. They are just firm on their stand. I nvr gave up. I tried everyday to tell them how good she was to me even after our broke up for so long, I still try to salvage her image in my parents eyes. Till one day, my parents are so pissed off with me until they washed their hands off me. This was when i tried to ask suwen for a patch. But seeing her so happily attached now and living life much more better without me, I just have to resigned to fate.Nonetheless, the famous quote from her, never think of the misery but the beauty that remains. I will keep that in mind.

hmm..

She's My buddy now. A special someone i nvr once regretted being with.
She's oso someone who changed my life to a better direction.
She's gorgeous.

I will remember you.

2006-06-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

Outing number two: 4E2 peeps

wahahaha . went town ytd with shun qiang, marcus, woon lan, chu xiang , logen, cai ling and lastly my buddy zhicong. er, 'psycho' cai ling ytd to a haircut at REDS becuz....yinyin's there mah, then she got 15 percent discount privilege card wat. not a bad choice =) and so, ta da~ (she's not used to her hair) aiya , its always like this one day. u will get used to it soon no worries. and i saw miss eunice's haircut too. although i dont even noe her(she's yinyin's daughter), just one look at her new hairstyle u will know it suits her really well. great, i think i will be visiting REDS soon hahaha.

soon, shun qiang and company came. they wanna watch Xmen |||, i am not interested. and thanks marcus for acc-ing us=) next time acc u go watch cars k?haha. had some fantastic chicken rice for dinner though its quite ex. eh, went shopping in taka after that. shopped for vv long sia, kept on tryin different clothes.bought one reebok tee for dunno wat reason. i got so many clothes liao, i must learn to spend wisely if not i will be like Mr tan yeow kwang hahaha jk arh!

anyway, i begun my first soccer bet ytd and I won! haha...got motivation to buy again sia. all thanks to marcus's recommendation. Czech Republic damn zai la!wooohoo!

thats all. anybody got recommendation on which team to buy please leave ur tag! appreciated=D

2006-06-10T20:28:00.000-07:00

The Omen At Esplanade!

<----damien!

Omg see above hahahaha look alike rite? The Omen little boy boy ...hahaha i captured it with my phone after some precise angle alterations. ta da~ everyone was laughing like mad when i showed them this. I've got improved photography SKILLs! YAY!

after some photo takings, we went on with our walk by the bay ..prior to this, i was working and joined them some time later in marina square and acc them for dinner=) and there the boat ride there we saw our old classmate, Yuxin. haha had a kinda long chat with her and she commented on zc becoming more and more yandao. me still the same. yong sheng looked more mature alreadi. hope she's doing fine in her new institution and with her 3rd love of her life. heh heh! hmm...after some chats by the bay, of cuz we got bored.soo, we change destinations lor. rasa, emily, zc, ys and me walked around boat quay there to feel the world cup fever !happening sia! while walking halfway, england made the first goal and the whole singapore river were overwhelmed by cheers and excitement! ' OLEH OLEH OLEH OLEH!'=D

hahaha after all the chats , sweats and strolls , rasa and emily got to go home le.sent them to raffles mrt and escorted ys to the bus stop lol.while me and zc met up with cai ling to help send her home. she was complaining how ke lian she was . lOl. took mrt home and zhicong and cai ling finally see each other le! yeah i help zc make another new fren liao=) cai ling too=)

thats all. my happy saturday:)

2006-06-08T19:58:00.000-07:00

Outing number one: chuzen~

wahahaha ytd was fun=)
met up with chuzen under her block, she looked different and so jap sia lol.on our way to the bus stop, she already laughing like mad although i am just talking normally . worststill, she says my face resembles some comics character!!!!! awww wth hahaha!!

Ok on the bus to suntec, she juz cant stop laughing .maybe she isnt used to sit juz right infront of the bus driver .i think she laughed more than 50 times on the bus and perhaps this is the first time i ever make a person laugh so many times. she really laugh at the smallest things man, imagine? simply a comment she will laugh uncontrollably like some siao char bo without eyes. hahaha becuz her eyes is small and when she laugh, her eyes dunno go where liao hahaha

and and when alighted , walk till halfway, she stopped. told me ,' eh, i wan to check bag.u wait ar'
wa lao so ah soh lor and throughout the outing she was checking her bag at intervals within.HOHOHO.went to buy tickets for The Omen. walk walk around marina square and there we saw this CUTE little toddler. she dropped her flyer, i helped her picked up.her hands are so jelly tofu! and when looking back, she was waving at us and giving us a goodbye 'muacks'! awww damn sweet larrrrrrr~after some window shop , movie started. the advertisment last for a enduring 20 mins. i was so sleepy zzzzzzz...and ta da! finally The Omen boy boy came out. damn eerie looking, his nanny too...and these two characters freaked me out during some parts of the show...that ah siao oso scared sia kept on covering her eyes.lol. not a bad show. 7/10=)

movie ended late, and we both are rushing for time home. haha dun worry, a few months more u will be freed from early curfew=D hahaha. and yea, great outing. fun,

rushed home. ate curry chicken with rice and rush out again for late night badminton. Yk shocked me sia, said cai ling cried. makes me anxious . But when i reach there, cl was perfectly alrite to me sia..yk dun anyhow scare ppl lei haha..played some games with those uncles there and despite feeling worn out, i acc them to macdonalds at plaza to eat and chit chat. as usual, me and yk kept on crapping and cl laughing along.haha.so funny=)

thats all. such a fun day right? =)

2006-06-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

SPORTS DAYS

life's nowadays great with yeow kwang, marcus and cai ling . we simply clicked damn well man! bunch of jokers playing badminton hahaha...anyway, me , yk and marcus went jurong point yesterday to help cai ling chose specs haha, her mum's there too...damn friendly lor , juz like our age group =)

cai ling got herself a purplish specs. not bad.she's happy with it can liao=D

Today....

sweat alot, laugh alot, play alot. shiok!!!!played badminton all the way from 10 am plus till 1 plus? then i had one fking pathetic fishball vermicelli soup for 3.50 which couldnt even satisfy 1/10 of my hunger!!! were making fun of my meal and whole of us crapped hell lots! wth!! esp with yk's spicy kimchi soup! with some sotongs legs and prawns which cost 6 bucks! yk u damn rich larrrr..
yeah, afterwhich, yk went for exam first.while me, cai ling and marcus went beauty world to restring racket. and omg!!! there's a racket there which i fell in love with it at first sight!! its a prince racket, comes in two color: red and orange. its called the OVERSIZE racket hahaha i am not joking.sounds awful but its reli damn striking and nice.wooot cost a whopping 129 dollars...i am aiming it=D SAVE UP U IDIOT! STOP SPENDING ON FOODS!
Hmm...after some time, yk finished his exams and we were planning where to go.so so so, in the end, we decided on playing tennis. hahaha...kok wei the pro didnt come, onli me , yk, marcus and cai ling. shiok sia, the feeling of smashing tennis BALLS = DEEP IMPACT! i was playin like some mad caveman and last minute trash yk and cai ling with my impossible-to-catch deadly serves!! HAHAHAH =p.

conclusion: today i exercise more than half a day. exhausted . not overwhelmed by tiredness, but by immense laughter and joy with them=D

Nights world!

2006-06-03T19:07:00.000-07:00

Holidays~=))

phew ~holidays now...RP's studying schedule really can kill.8.30-4pm daily. Just when i couldnt hold out any longer, its the hols.Time to mend the sleeps that i am deprived of all the while...Zzzzzzz=)

also, its time to brush up all my studies. Inclusive of my eng 'o' level. taken my paper of genetics last fri.totally shit. gotta buck up definitely! and stunned those cunning people in my class wahahhaa!

Plus plus, its also time for me to catch up with friends. got a few pending dates and really gotta make the best out of it. Because...i am limiting myself at home to study except going out with missed and special people..heh heh.

Enjoy your holidays peeps!

2006-05-28T07:21:00.000-07:00

SINGING ALOUD!

wow!!! i didnt know marc could sing that well...great!!! could form a duet with him and join the next superband! (fat hope)

Well...ytd went k-ster at chinatown with zhi cong, marc and woon lan...althought its juz the four of us and all guys somemore, we really enjoyed ourself and esp singing that huo yuan jia..shouted like never before and ZC lost his voice somemore. can imagine how loud we shout for that song??? HAHAHAHAHA...one word-FUN.

Today...
Intended to go work but my bro psycho me to pei him go play arcade and kia kia...lol Ok since we both havent been going out for quite some time...to my horror , we actually crapped hell lots today and laugh till siao wahahaha...didnt know my bro could click so well with me out of a sudden...=) great=)

2006-05-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

MOODY

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why?

do u even know that i am suffering?..i doubt so.
becuz... i have learned to conceal everything and let it be as the way u thought it is supposedly to be.or rather, u thought i am alrite already.
Saying how i feel ..
Wouldnt mend my feel..

Let it be the way it always used to be then...Let it be...
I can take it.
I can.

2006-05-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

badminton in RP

hmm today nothing much.
Went badminton with zhikai.actually we got see each other long ago, nvr talk only.And when he said his height is 180 cm, i was so happy becuz i was almost the same height as him? And he guessed my height to be 178cm? HAHA...i grew taller le finally. skipping works =)

So , coached zhikai on badminton and corrected alot of his strokes, he long time nvr play le thats why...played some doubles and some singles...not bad, i won all the singles and lost 2 out of 3 doubles-I am more cut out to be a singles player haha.

Year ones players all vv friendly .
knew some of them already, not bad not bad.

Thats all...=) good day!

2006-05-23T19:42:00.000-07:00

'girl u know i miss you so.
'I'm staying with you.
'And i'll promise u eternity.
'If you promise me your stay.
'you've had enough of our distance baby.

2006-05-22T23:05:00.000-07:00

Skipping school.

HOHO!!! today is the first time i skipped lesson and its on applied chem, yea that damn teacher lesson...aiya too tired and feeling abit unwell thats why decided to stay at home and shake leg...but but anyway, i dont wanna carry a big bag to my workplace lateron mah, so redundant and strenuous ...

Yea, work. In just THREE days , roughly 11 hours, guess how much i've made..

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...

1
7
7
sing dollars.

AWWWW life as a tele-surveyor , one word-lucrative.
Too bad yinyin doesnt have time to work, if not she will be counting money too =(
And zhicong too, so lazy to work.HA HA.

This is the first time i am earning so much for just a temp. job =)
But the flaw of the whole picture is, the payment will be at the end of the next month . But who cares? cuz its not a small sum considering the mere hours i had put in. hahaha..

Ok yep.thats all. good day everyone!!

2006-05-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

SEE ABOVE! WORST SENTOSA TRIP!!!!!!!!! look at my FIST !

HOHOHAHAHEHE! I nvr imagine island life could be sooooo 'fantastic'...
4 idiots arrived in sentosa, at around 3.50 pm.
In our bags are:
-chinese chess x1
-uno cards x 1
-extra shorts x 0
-extra underwear x 0
-pinic mat x 0
-extra clothes x 0 etc etc

WHAT IS THIS?? And gussed wat, we wandered around the palawan beach for a mere 15 mins muching our cuttlefish slices and HAO BU RONG YI found one empty bench to play TAI DI, it started to RAIN.....wah i can tell u , the feeling super shiok sia!! ISLAND LIFE! LOVE IT!

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aiya, anyway we felt like a fool and a complete idiot and was laughing like hell at each other...i nvr ever imagine an outing could be planned in this manner...really a mock 'april fool's day'=)

nvm la, eventually we turned the whole situation around and try to make the best out of the spoiled saturday. woohooo, we went for the new sky ride in sentosa , landed on merlion there and watched some musical fountains show while playing tai di...visited cinemania ...joke and laugh along the way, quarrelled too...HA HA . hmm....played chinese chess with justin while zhicong were playin UNO with ys...justin lost to me in 3 rounds straight.lol, he reli improved alot not like last time liao wahhahaha=x

and SO, when we were prepared to go home, the bus queue are way too long...so the 4 of us super siao, walked to the entrance of sentosa instead.yes! all the way from siloso beach. wow trekking lei wahaha...on the way, as usual me and zhicong was singing and the two of them kept laughing at us, what colin and kero watever shit ha ha ha....well, halfway thru zhicong start his pms-sing becuz his leg got blister liao wahhaha....

Finally, gotten out of tat damn place.

went for dinner at a nearby hawker center and took bus 963 home...chatted alot on the way.pure fun .HA HA HA.

* the day wun be bored with the 4 of us=)

2006-05-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

Great dayS=)

Wow ytd went badminton with yk at 7pm=) As usual bp CC. And wow omg we got only one shuttlecock wahaha...bought some shuttlecocks from the friendly aunties there, 2 for 2 dollar nia, super cheap=x

And yeap challenged the pro uncles there, me and yk lost like shit.knn fucking pro, aiya maybe we not used to their tactics yet.next thurs we gonna make a comeback! yk , we can do it! and btw the uncles there ULTRA friendly=)

Next is today,vesak day.Boring la.met up with cai ling for badminton again this morning lOl...vesak day, CC is closed, so play outdoor lor.justin and zc came late, nvr reli taught zc badminton today, he dun have the mood lei cb, he pms again today HAHA but not in the afternoon!! CAUSE we had hell LOTS of fun today with that kao pei king justin!!! hahaha so funny , cant stop laughing with tat asshole...watched MI 3. Thrilling movie, worth ur money.Tom Cruise is damn charming btw, lol.Went clementi sports complex to pee becuz of zc and god noes, i played BADMINTON again LOL.This time round justin encouraged me to challenge an ah pek there.His strokes very sharp and swift thats why my hand itched to play with him mah.Yeap, after much hesitation, i approached the uncle fren and ask them whether i can play anot and WAH they super friendly to me, said YES straightaway and even offer me their racket and shuttlecock...HAHA (i got affinity with ah peks larr)....after tat, went dinner lor.boneless chicken rice they give me chicken wing with bone wth, and justin and zc was laughing at me -.- erm, justin tat brainless kid suggest go orchard after our dinner which is nearing 8pm alre, dan went jurong point in the end.And saw Tan Yu Zhuang on the train, so damn qiao...LoL..=D

Hmm tomorro going badminton again in the morning, after that acc sim to do things and watch poseidon!!! woohoo nitez palz!!!

2006-05-09T16:56:00.000-07:00

Sheer Devotion

Everything went too smoothly .
Justin was right, it could happened to me too.
I couldnt imagine that it will turned out this way.
I respect u .

Lets not put a full stop to it, for we can really go the distance.
Show me that u are still there,
For me.

*I will wait for another date to arrive.

Take good care of yourself.Stay happy too and i will be happy as well=)
Ah ma and Yeye, forever bian bian gang=D

2006-05-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPy Bdae ANdRew!!

yeap today is sunday and its my mockery's gang de right hand man, Andrew's bdae.0_O...same bdae with alot other ppl, not special lei like that=x lol jk larr

AND AND AND, i waited for them at taka for an hour plus...NICE ONE SIM *clap clap
Lol, but i nvr angry la.BUT, next time i will be smarter hehe...anyway chatted with yin about phillipino maids and stuffs while waiting for mockery, had a good laugh...LOL hair polishing fish balls and butt =x

school's starting again , real sian....argh!

2006-05-05T08:51:00.000-07:00

Special date.Special you.

today was a date for u and me to remember.
05
05
06

It wasnt an easy path to reach till what we are now.
I will cherish you and take care of you.
Okie, u know wat i meant can le=)

short and sweet.sarang haeyo.
yin (=

2006-04-30T20:17:00.000-07:00

Action speaks louder than words

Too many things happened , hard to narrate.But all is worthwhile when i were given a chance.A chance to prove myself and my promises to you.When its time, let me know.
*you know, I know, my dear princess HA HA.

Hmmm these few days were quite well spent..school as usual, dead boring la..ESP applied chemistry, hate the teacher like hell! FUll of shit.Thinking about my new campus, actually i dun give a damn to it at all.everyday, go class straight , go home straight.cant even be bothered with how'NEW ' it is.it doesnt interest me at all.Cuz my class isnt happening at all..abit boring though.Not of my freq...sian.

Anyway went PS with dad ytd.To change my hp plan...and yes, finally whole day free incoming..great!! ha ha...1000 smses too with juz the price of 25.20.Nvm about starhub lousy reception la lol.

Gonna teach rasa emily they all physics lateron.hohoho someone please gonna be very excited! =P

2006-04-24T22:44:00.000-07:00

SIck

havent been updating..busy with school.gettin sick and tired , RP sucks.super cold campus...everywhere also got aircon .sometimes even world record my class room reaches 15 degree celcius.ITS killing me!

everyday got to wake up so early somemore, wa piang eh hate my life now..how i wish tmr is another start of a holiday.but one consolating thing is, she's always there to chat and crap with me...*looking forward to every wednesday=)

Meantime, i MUST cure my illness asap! wish me well.

2006-04-18T08:44:00.000-07:00

She*

she's someone whom i need to talk to everyday.she's someone that could make me laugh till i drop.she's also, someone i misses alot and wanted to be with her every minute every second.even if its juz a glance of her, all the way to her house there will be worthwhile.although we knew each other not long ago, it seems that we are already part of one another 's life.You are my motivation to school, because i knw u will be online in the morning .hmm, she's really someone whom i really talk freely to , so comfortable to be with and just hopes she will be happy everyday.

I really cherished the times we had together,
teasing one another.
For its you who added colors to my world,
all i done its all worth.
U are burning strong in my heart,uniquely you.

Thanks for being there when i need u
Thanks for being so supportive
Thanks for being you

you will never be replaced.

2006-04-16T19:02:00.000-07:00

Keep u from the cold

hmm ytd went back to MSH direct and made some last calls...lol and spent it all on movie and pastamania..woot.power..=)

Watched Black Night ...wth its should be renamed as Black Water instead, as, its all about water killing people...yar and not forgetting some killer marbles in this movie as well..lame shit...except for the chinese part in this movie, the rest is CMI.pui waste our money...somebody was real scared though...ha ha ha

hmm was raining after the movie...kinda stuck in cine for quite some time, eventually 'chiong' out of cine and headed home...great day! and happy belated bdae to liyi.oooo

in my new class now...hope we could mixed around soon...and btw, my windows are facing banglas.they are building our new campus real hard.hardworking banglas.but dun always peep at gals la..lol anyway rp oso no gals for u to peep=x
*my love for you will never fade

2006-04-14T18:26:00.000-07:00

Down

This shall be the last entry about such.chosen this song, JJ's Down...

I can't believe it.Tell me i am dreaming.
That we are still we.

It was amazing. Said u were lucky. That u found me.

It was on a rainy day that we met
You didnt have a place to go
I said we just met so lets go slow but no
You just told me to keep u from the cold

Sorry I can't take it
Why did u fake it Why did we kiss

And I'm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must have been such a child
You'll never know how much i've been around
How my heart just frowns

If you're down
I'll be your teddy bear, I'll be your clown
I'll take you round and round and
If you don't mind I could be your standing ground
Even if that means I'd drown

And baby, that'll be my one last vow.

*retreating day by day.

2006-04-14T00:49:00.000-07:00

Untitled
yesterday, went k-ster with my seasons boys gang...weather wasnt great, sucks , cuts my mood sharply=( but nvm , was quite 'on-form' ytd , sang rather well and enjoyed the companion of my buddies.they rocks.especially justin, full of rubbish..made me luff till mad ytd wth ah ah ha.yea went orchard after that and came across this nike rockstar workout outside takashimaya..gosh ou xuan was on the stage, reli a ravishing beauty.justin said he couldnt tahan if fiona xie was the one on stage..HAHA crap..settled alongside on a bench along orchard road and try to spot gals for zc to take numbers from.but,ytd all old birds, suay lar lol...

after tat, took bus 171 and alighted with justin and ys to go sim house chiong.but haiz, due to some kuku thing, justin and ys had to leave ...pai seh=( yeap crapped with ssc and he withnessed my acting skills LOL..he luffed till tomato face color.=) Adding on...

I couldnt blog freely as my blog is no longer 'personal' to me...i HAVE so MaNy personal thoughts to write about.untitled thoughts i shall call it, is killing me everyday.But i will reassure myself tat i will not lose out.jeff shall be the undisputed champion for every single thing he does=) Sch starting soon...meaning,no more late night sleeps zzzz

2006-04-12T09:31:00.000-07:00

Good day=)

wah today woke up damn early, 9 am...on a non sch day...imagine?nvm...but its worthwhile cuz its training with my buddies !!! yeah badminton!! met up with yong sheng and zhicong wahhah....justin was late ...nvm had a great time man...taught ys serving LOL...while justin coached zc...wah piang reli luff till peng...tat zc reli ....posture damn ugly lor...haha...hmm was kinda happy and contended when ys was learning well...same goes to zc too...happy for em...cuz they are FINALLY doing sports and sweating!!lol...

hmm was kinda tired...went for some kuku orientation, kinda satisfied with the company's system..not bad not bad...reached home at 11.48pm.so late, but worth it..=)

gonna slp now..nite pals.

2006-04-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

Happy=)

sometimes..surprises could just sprung up on u without knowing wats in next for u.Its been a long time i received any surprises but today, i had one.A really shocking, worth smiling for the whole night-Kiss.I was so stunned.My heart was beating dead fast and reli, heart warming.=D thx for everything.

hmm talking abt ytd's badminton outing, i was so tired after 2 hours of bad.really vv vv tired.my season boys gang oso said they had nvr saw me so tired before...eyes were so small like jay chou.i am serious man ha ha.Hmm anyway had fun ytd and most IMPORTANTLY,two of my brothers were inspired by me and justin ;they wanna learn badminton...OMG, i was so HAPPY!!! aha ha ha...they are yong sheng and zhicong.woohoo, finally, they wanna do sports.I will give in my best to teach them and to train them to beat justin..LOL.

Lastly, i quitted tat gruelling job of telemarketing.and gussed wat, I clinched a deal today!! gosh so luckyyyyyyyy...yin and zc were jealous oh ho...ha ha ha...nvm la commission oso nt vv high...relax lar heys...=)hmm tats all...gg slp now...nites ~

2006-04-06T21:31:00.000-07:00

puke!

guessed what, for the first time ever in the history in my life, i worked from 10 am in the morning on 6th of april 2006 to ??? 4AM IN THE MORNING ON 7TH APRIL 2006.
GOOD JOB INDEED!!!8 hours of office work, 3 hours of telemarketing and finally, 5.5 hours of set up work.*puke*

just woke up anyway...slpt at 5am sharp and woke up at 9 am.went to post office .paid my fees for eng o lvl.fucking 147 dollars...damn heartpain..hmm dan tried to slp again, but cannot lei , toss and turn for 2 hrs dan sibei pek chek so i came online...=D.hmm must try to sleep again lata in the afternoon before goin out..if not someone's gonna kill me for being so restless LOL.

hmm talking about my buddies,zhicong being one of my best buds, had changed .be it attitude, way of thinking and perception viewing, he changed them all.not to the good side unfortunately.yes.actually, i am always giving way to him, he failed to realised.sometimes, when he speaks, he dun noe tat he's damn loud and ended up many eyes looking at me.I reli hate it.sometimes, i just keep quiet.but sometimes, i will blew up.I admit my attitude to him , sometimes, is bad too.but it happens for a reason.for occasions when i asked him sth politely, he replied me with a WTH attitude.And just ytd, we quarrelled.I just wanted to taste one bit of his sweet, he declined to give me.I was like WTH , u got the whole box of the sweets u dun wanna give me just one???i mean i just wanna taste, i got my own too, but, just wanna taste right?so i just walked off feeling damn rejected and angry .''Why ?friends for near six years, not even sharing a sweet??''plus, this is not the first time.He knows it too.but in the end, he apologised to me.and my anger are all gone in just a moment.I do not bear grudges.

zhicong, just wanna tell u tat this entry is not to scold u or watsoever.i just wanna wake u up, and hoping u will reli change.I simply just wanna blog out my feelings in response to ur change.and hope, tat u will change in response to my entry too.=).
*Friends Forever.

2006-04-05T00:46:00.000-07:00

StandStill

Hmm lots of things happened recently and did shocked me by alot....i wondered if i am possessed or wat, tat i could resort to the unthinkable...i am being a clown and doing silly things, really a disgrace to my handsome dad.haiz.better stop all my nonsense.*all the best to you.

hmm school reopening soon, and i am damned happy and looking forward..this time i really hope tat my class will be much much more HAPPENING!! i need lame ppl Like me to communicate!! so please dear principal please allocate me in a lame class pls.
I am quiting the telemarketing job soon..its bored .zc kept on complaining;Oie can diam anot argh.yinyin quitting too. cuz i jio her to another company, see if she's ok with it dan we job hop together...ha ha.*dun say nvr jio u, buddy=D

getting my pay soon too...1000++ YES.hard earned okay...errr, actually not reli lar ha ha..i am writing blog now in the office..yeap hard earned =x.
These few days mood not vv good.felt frustrated or rather, ambivalent.reli dunno how to describe.everything just happened so fast and left without a trace.That's life?Not really.

got to go now.sleep awhile before getting started again.Byes!

2006-04-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

First Sale

Woke up late , alarm spoil, watch spoil , even the date of the watch got stuck in the middle...super suay in the morning.I want to change phone !!

heng still can make it on time, met up with yinyin and zhicong, lynnda nvr come...hmm went to the 'room', wah, so less people ar ha ha...wah liew all i can say is whoever hire the three of us reli damn suay la, all we had in our mind is to go home lor...yinyin called once, i called once ha ha...reli sick of calling ppl up u see...hmm nvr mind anyway after awhile we felt guilty la, we called consistently for quite a while lor , tink 30 mins only ba LOL..anyway lunched at some coffeeshop and went the nearest guan yin ma temple to pray hehe...then zhun zhun, i got a sale after that WOW.somemore its an ah pek lei...wa lao, reli vv hard to convince them de lor..think after a lot of fake apple reports to cheat old ppl money tats why they are so cautious nowadays..ha ha.luckily, got one pro lady beside me vv hiong , went and convince the ah pek .ha ha thks yin~ but shit lar, u discovered my mango pudding plot!! arghhh

hmm sent tat clever gal home after hunting toilets.yeap chatted alot on da way and she even showed me the place where her daddy saw the ghost eeeee...the pathway looks reli scary.alighted and walked into the condominium, wow, got palace de feeling sia...envy her lei staying in such enviroment ha ha...hmm she called me when she reached home and i waved at her downstairs ha ha...lamer=D.AND yeap she got FOOLED by me ytd !! yesh !!

anyway, yesterday went west coast park with teresa they all...ha ha so fun sia...justin and i had a great time together.shld have more outings like tis...yea reli fun...Okies,got to go now..ha ha...byes~

2006-03-30T08:20:00.000-08:00

DRAINED OF ENEGRY!!

This few days i took a role of a cow, slog so hard till back pain, head pain, leg pain anywhere also buay song...i just wanna say I AM SO FREAKING EXHUASTED!! Its really hard to hold two jobs at a time pals, its quite shiok la tat in the end u will be counting yusof ishak face but the price is ur Sleep!!I swear i must be rich in future...have faith in me..=D

everday , reached home at 11 plus..went out the next morning at 7.30, sec sch life sia...every morning go squeeze lrt with those sec sch students ha ha ha but nvm, got some chio bu to see hehe..luckily,the job at paya lebar there is tmd nb knn ccb de slack...sry i used so many valgurities but i juz wanna emphaise the word, SLACK.yea SLACK.tag price tag, tag finish eat kaya loti, surf friendster awhile , i even wrote a testimonial for yinyin whahaha!!U can see me online de !! somemore, i will get paid even during lunch time..u tell me where to find...where????

But the second job i am holding is tmd nb knn ccb de sian.call ppl , call call call non stop...meet all kind of xiao ting tong there, got one gong kia wanna seduce indian man somemore, me and yinyin luff out loud...LOL.yea, talking abt that yinyin ar,wah she pro lar...maybe her seat de fengshui vv good, clinched a sale le sia!!!ha ha ha, eh ah pek flick pi sai got money de hor mai siao siao...dan zc oso got a sale..congrats zc=D.......gu gu dan dan yi ge ren, i dun have sale=(.nvm, shall buck up and advance=)

anyway chatting with yin was really fun, great crap partner of mine...even though we could only like talk to each other for 20 mins after work, we spent at least 15 mins laughing...good good..haha...cya on sunday yinyin!!

er, haiz now stomach hungry again shit...gonna go grab my kong guan biscuits.Bye~

2006-03-25T22:08:00.000-08:00

Good chalet=D

Thanks to our noble sim shao chong, who's the planner of ytd's chalet, i get to see some of my fellow secondary classmates once again, some couldnt make it ...haiya nvm, will get to see them one day de .Anyway the night before, went sim house ton..Played some nebula games HAHA , sim u suck.And he's a damn highly skilled blanket snatcher.I was shivering most of the time*He said he could feel the bed VIBRATING.WTF.Er, and he woke me up at 7am to prepare for the chalet, of cuz i ignored him la until 9 am when he's reli damn irritating kept on pushing my head..lol.And yup, yinyin went over to m'sia, suddenly felt sth is missing.Her JOkes ha ha.

Went home first, then this irritating sim rushed me and i hop on his mum's car with a kuku hairstyle and forgot to bring batteries for my mp3.*argh* HAHA.reached there at 11 plus, then the receptionist say 2.30 dan can check in.Sim and I was stunned.Nvm, we bought ice packs to maintain our food first.Then checked in earlier then expected, vic mopped the floor and the rest of us prepare stuffs and all.Abit sian la, weather's hot, they went upstairs and gamble, left me alone downstairs and watch TV.I was like WOW, s'pore table tennis rocks man..LoL.Hours passed juz by watching Tv .sian ..

More and more familiar faces came , and TA DA, we started the BBQ.Ok lar, quite fun, we were all chatting and catching up with one another.er, went upstairs to gamble, ssc lost big time, and i lost also lar...wa lao i 'showhand' all my tun kia lei, 2.80 lei...lost all to that stupid banker.went downstairs to drink after losing ha ha.drank 3 cans of tiger beer and one bercadi.wah shiok, but not drunk lei, face abit red nia.Went bathed while they are throwing SL with peanuts.LOL.haiya spent most of the time talking cock and finally, went night cycling.FUN .but me halfway thru vv sleepy liao, went back and sleep.But couldnt sleep, so i lame infront of jinwen, acted stupid .She laughed until she cry.WTH HAHAHA.

Home now, my dad first thing jiu asked me ,'hey, u go where and flirt?' SIan.nvm i got a lame dad.he brewed tea for me sia just now, wow!! ha ha..Ok lar, gotta catch some sleep now.tmr must switch to working mode le.HAHA.Bye~

2006-03-22T09:25:00.000-08:00

Crappy us

Okay now is midnite, got abit of time ...ha met up wif yinyin at bugis MRT.She's very punctual=D...good good..First impression, oh my, she's tall...bubbly face ha ha...Ok lar she's good looking to me..then following up, is yinyin's good fren lynnda accompanied by one washboard and one graceful lady..LOL

Erm went for some briefing regarding the telemarketing job.sounds lucrative , slack oso la, and MOST IMPTLY, I DUN NEED TO STAND UP AND WORK...POWER.Went for dinner at 5 .45 and ate some oily white chicken rice...wah pui made of oil...went up to some kuku shoppin center , so damn small, and yinyin met her pri sch mate there...singapore reli pi sai.

Went up there to have another briefing.wah sian reli feel like sleeping lor..yinyin was yawning omg..yea finished the whole thing rather dilly dally.wanted to see her home, zc understand la hor, but she vv understanding, scared she ma fan me..ha ha...dun so ke qi la..lol...yea, slpin nw.super tired.tmr got to go there again and its the commencment of my admin job too.Bye

2006-03-21T20:03:00.000-08:00

Busy

YES!!! I believed in watever effort u put in, u will reap a return.Indeed, an interview at a damn factory at paya lebar weeks ago earned me a admin job!! Commencing on this thurs, the 23rd hahaha...although its just a temp job, it's enuff to buzz my boredom away !! Moreover , i also got into a telemarketing job , from 7pm to 10pm.WOW so tat means? I am working from 9 am to 10 pm every weekday hahaha...although i tink its gonna be quite tiring, who cares? $$$$

Okay hmmm...my upcoming schedule will be damn tight: 24th got PL 0104 BBQ, 25th and 26th is 4E2 class chalet, luckily my admin job doesnt clashes cuz i wun be workin on weekends.And erm the telemarketing schedule is self-planned, so it wun clashes too.yeah.And maybe on the 28th not very sure, will be my PL0104 buddies de chalet...and rest of my off days will be visits to my bro's company and managing my own business...sia la .Nvm, my mum just bought a dozen of chicken essence=D.

Yea i will not be blogging for quite some time after this, but , i will still check my tag board...DO NOT STOP TAGGING!! *buzz off

2006-03-19T08:53:00.000-08:00

Thanks Yong Sheng and ZhiCong

Today, went to Enyouth again.Lots of thoughts...Yet to make a correct and wise decision....Thinking on the simplicity side, it seems attractive.But on the other hand, there seems to be doubts attached; at the same time luring me into it.Everything just seemed too 'rich' and lucrative...I am yet to expose to it all.Time is the key here.Decision is crucial.Be prudent.

Anyway , met up with YongSheng and Zhicong.As usual lar zc vv jia lat kena kp by us...secrets !! HAHA...er went kia kia around orchard area , sian lor singapore so limited.Either orchard or CityHall..gettin sick of u, stupid pi sai on Earth!!

Hmm settled down at heeren for quite some time and decided to tell them my family background ba.cuz i tink its time.=).Reli thanks for hearing me out and willing to gimme a helping hand.thanks buddies!! Hmm after saying it all out at one shot, i felt god damned relieved at a point of time.But troubles filling in soon after.I need to climb as high as possible...Hope luck is with me.Night guys!

2006-03-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

Life sucks?

No lei...suddenly all the jobs lobang all knock on my door by itself sia..0_O...maybe the heaven is touched by me la, dun wanna let me run around lookin for jobs again...wooohoo i am blessed with so many business opportunites~Wanna thank claudine chew for her effort to arrange an interview for me and also, My Crap Mate cum bhb er ren zhu de Yinyin miss...ha ha...she said dun blame her if the telemarketing job is kena sai...lol...wun lar dun worry Ok=D.And also my brother who gave me the opportunity ...shall tell u guys more next time.And i also got in into some network marketing firm.sounds KUKU but its not.definitely not cheats or lao qian or watever..its worth a try , firstly, they arrange appointments for me dan i talk cock lalala dan got commission to take.I mean why not if it's not about asking relatives or friends?HAHA...

hmm anyway...went cycling with theresa, emily they all together with my seasons boys gang.had a great time becuz its reli fun to cycle duh! Hmm understood theresa better this time and realised she's really a very strong willed and amiable gal...heh heh! hmmm yup headed off to pasir ris park , me and emily shared a bike cuz she's noob haha! =p.then halfway thru, yong sheng fell down! I just dunno why...i juz kept luffing...aiya sorry la ys, but u looked reli funny lol!! Hmm the weather was sorching though, so me and emily left ys they all behind without knowing sia! cuz as usual, i was singing ma...i just love to sing..haha.emily decides to learn cycling.yea me taught her lor...but aiyo her balancing needs to buck up!! kept on falling off to me , but can see she's quite determined!! good good!!hmm after tat, went to changi airpot...ate the staff food there , economical and good eh...slack at some corner near some viewing panel and guessed wat..played TRUTH OR DARE.omg man lol...Justin was the bravest! bravo!!He go do hand seals infront of a cleaner and ys borrowed the cleaner's broom to sweep ahahaha...while i was forced to crawl like JU-ON..HAH...kathy and company came late and kathy was so HOT...lol...me and ys kept discussing...kathy even threathened to dig zhicong's eyes out LOL...hmm after quite some fun, we went off cuz its a long long journey home and everyone's dead beat...had a great time with them...nice frens, nice characters.=D.Nice jokes too=)

2006-03-14T19:30:00.000-08:00

Cloudy moooody

Jobless....running around CBD area like a idiot with a classified in my hands , but got another idiot pei me..lol zc lor...all the while i am the one who always intro job to him=D.wah yesterday morning he phoned me and told me he got job to intro me ....* touched* wah first time in 3 years lei...* I can hear his mum luffing oso over the phone-.-

HAHA dan went to noe where?damn paya lebar...had a hard time finding the correct bus stop then ended up in some ulu building.quite frustrating lar u noe plus the sorching sun and all...Ok entered the building , the personel there vv polite haha , my frustration went down abit.Rose up again when they say 1st of april then start job.ARGH.Forget it.Gone case.Desperately, we went down to metro and isetan down orchard to ask.Tio reject again.THRICE LEI, all gone case.wah ytd reli ON FIRE..how come so suay one they say all the temp jobs had been taken up, wa lao so many vaccancies lei...those who got in must be queing up for singapore idol lidat ba.PEI FU PEI FU.nvm...disappointed yet unwilling to give up , we went to interview at a minimart at parkhouse,Ochard.*Zc mistook parkhouse as park mall, his arm today should have blue black le ba haha.Ok lar, they say they will call today..hope they will call lor, 50-50 la..not pinning so much hope le.At the most stay at home hibernate dun come out for the rest of the month liao.*sigh*but promised yin not to be sad and cheer up=D.so ytd i crap alot wit ky tat ah siao...wanna be dang fu of the year...HAHA!
Hmm the day before went karoake with zc and emily they all...haha quite fun, i snatched the mike most of the time haha...BUT DUE TO THE THE FLYING OF AEROPLANE of Mr Sim, Mr Ang, Mr Fcuk, only me and zc were the guys there...lol jk lar hor...next time dun do it again arghh=D

*looking forward to every new day cuz it unseals the happiness and seals my sadness.

2006-03-10T21:27:00.000-08:00

4E2 Chalet is Out!!

yea, its finally out...booked on the 25th and 26th of march, in conjunction of lau ah lian bdae...yesterday met sim, andrew, koky and zhicong at plaza ...tmd AXS station useless, cant view the resorts of ECP.so the burger face sibei desperate, wan us to acc him to ECP personally to book.*CLAP CLAP* taxi fare 14 dollars plus ha ha.This time round we clever liao, copied down the hotline of resorts booking in ECP=D.walked a damn long stretch of road to take bus.burger face hungry again-.-

so, alighted at parkmall to eat QQ noodles.best.the noodles looks like my cupboard de nissin cup mian.dan me and sim stared at each other: cheat my money! after that went toilet to pee, the floor got blood, i went to the front door of the toilet again to double check, ok continue to pee lol.hmm, took bloody 171 home, damn long journey all thanks to sim ha ha.nvm i forgive u....

Yesterday night, suwen sms me.she asked me if i hate her..for that instance i dunno how to ans.i dun hate her.its just that my reason of avoiding her for the time being is to let my love for her dissipate day by day.she really asked me a good question yesterday, which struck me, eh, actually, she's still occupying my heart....yup.she added on saying she had a dream guy of her's already.I am really really glad that its norman.dunno why,i juz felt happy that it was norman who won her heart after all the long years of waiting.He deserve her.I am not jealous at all.I guessed they will be together soon.I hope norman will truely be the one who will make u xin fu.
All the while, i couldnt let go .I never voice out because i am deceiving myself everyday.actually, i am thinkin of her everyday and still love her.sorry to deceive my readers, my ultimate love is still her.the feeling had never ever decrease.the feel is just so strong.Its pulling me towards her everyday.

Suwen, i am glad u had gotten over me so soon.i am not feeling anything negative to ur haste recovery.All the best to your work as a credit assistant and do give norman a chance .norman is damn noble.ha ha.as for me, i will be Okay.dun worry.i will numb myself with indulgence of laughter and work.hopefully by school reopens, i will be able to face u and go out with u with no feelings attached.
* zui ai ni de ren.....shi..wo.

2006-03-07T18:58:00.000-08:00

Submerging thoughts...

Dunno why nowadays woke up, will tink of the past times of me being with her.But really giving it a serious thought, i am god damned foolish to change so much and do so much for a gal last time.I could even put down ALL my pride for her.And to some arrogant and haughty gals out there, to ask a guy to put down all his pride to do sth for u so as to prove his love for u, i will like to extend u a middle finger.And if u get flared up and disappointed if he doesnt do what you instructed him, i yearn to kick u down singapore river.Asking a guy to put down all his pride and dignity , is something damn insulting.And if he could really do so, please cherish him and love him x100000.i am not trying to attack anyone here, its juz a subemerging thought that kept on floating in my mind as why i could put down all my pride and dignity once juz for HER.I could say its all about Love.* its hard to tell between true or false sometimes

Ok yup ha ha and emily visited me during my last day of work in cold storage, last sunday.I could only say she's sweet la.=D.she acc me for lunch , and she was really stunned at my appetite lar cuz i left one empty bowl of seafood vermicelli and a clean plate of char kway teow for the auntie to clean.haha!!hmm after that, went shoppin awhile then i went to work again.hmm as usual she surprised me with a ******...aiya its private so cannot say.lol...really a big thank you to ur effort emily haha.

Then ytd while on the bus home , lol sim called at the right time: yap, pei me go cut hair...And the bus was just a few stops away from the alighting stop to his house when he called...lol i luff in the bus.hmm went to his hse and cope a tiger beer..wa liew felt sleepy after drinking sia.-.-'' then sl arrived.cab over to sp for sl's appeal to some kuku course lar ha ha.the appealing process quite high tec sia ,rite sim?0_O.hmm went to ate kfc at bukit timah plaza , sl went home first.andrew , aaron and woon lan came.They three faster siam when sim say wan go cut hair tmd.then left me lor so ke lian waited for him 2 hours neh neh...but then its ok lar, i withnessd the whole process of sim wasting 112 dollars lol...he couldnt get the color he wanted!! ha ha !!But Ok lar, although abit beng-ish but its nice afterall.Monsoon cut de lei, where can not nice...lol.
*to dye my hair? or shouldnt i?

2006-03-04T06:29:00.000-08:00

WOLF CREEK

yesterday night i let my parents down...LOL CUZ I WATCH THE WORST MOVIE OF ALL AND WASTED 9.50...wolf creek wat the hell....ha ha early in the cinema i alre told sim i got 'zhi jue' that the movie suck.expected.actually justin and yongsheng with us de, but they dun wanna watch movie again so they went home first.so , before the movie, we went cine de galilee eat lor..tmd lol lor waited for around half an hour the waitress come and say, 'sorry wor, our PRINTER jammed so ur previous order are not processed.' wa lao eh really bwg.my mood oso not vv good ytd ,the waitress reli heng that i never scold her CB.

Anyway ytd is also my last day in that kns campus and dated ky out .hmm yar she was right ,the atmosphere wasnt right and i was trying hard everytime to chat with her...perhaps she was feeling moody ytd so she didnt reli talk much and was reli bored all the way.I was moody ytd too, but since i dated her out, i must make her feel involved.so ytd i hid my saddness from her.and i want to make ytd outing an enjoyable one for her.But i failed lar and i dun blame her for keeping reli quiet throughtout the date and not enthu.cuz i understand , i reli ming bai ,ky=D.ha ha then off she went meeting her friends at around 5 plus, she must be feeling damn happy that she can finally leave a ah siao who kept on askin her stupid questions=x.LOL!!

*I just wanna make u happy and hope that one day, u could open up ur heart for me.

2006-02-27T21:16:00.000-08:00

Carl's JR

Introducing the biggest burger i ever had last saturday..the xxx beef burger....bigger than average singporean boobs =/...wow..the meal i had with sim cost 25 bucks, everything is L...ha ha...hmm prior to that , we met up with emily , theresa they all...yup, intended to have pinic but due to the bad weather , we headed to food junction where zc made a fool out of his english...headed to marina square after meeting up wif kathy they all but pool tables and bowling lanes are all full...sianzation, me and sim chiong time crisis, and house of the dead 4...TMD cost me 2 dollars for just 5 mins of fun...ya ya i am noob lol..

then, zc suggested goin to pan pacific hotel to shit ha ha, sim gave me a shit face say rushing for time feel like whacking him for that moment lol...chat wif them at esplanade , haiz emily was dunno doing what, like vv sian lidat so i go chat wif her lor whereas kathy was crazy over sim and sim's hp...sim not bad ar, can see cloudy solution liao ha ha...hmm it was a boring day though.cuz the next day i got to work sibei sian reli sick and tired so i told the manager i gonna quit the following week..Then, emily gave me a surprise...while i was arranging toilet papers halfway, i saw one gal smiling to herself at one corner of my eye. tightening my focus, omg its emily ! i super pai seh face blush straightaway( just imagine me in the cold storage uniform, hair undone and with some toilet papers in my hands) lol...nvm lor i act normal and asked her why she was here bla bla bla...so.we had lunch together and i treated her lor cuz i juz gotten my pay tat day...hmmm haiz i quite touched ba cuz she waited for me so long ...approx 6 hours lei, she waited till i knocked off...somemore acc me take bus home before she took lrt from bp panjang then, mrt from cck to hougang...haiz wondered why she treated me so good lol ahhahaa...hmm , gonna get her some gifts later on ,thx emily=D

2006-02-23T19:46:00.000-08:00

Should have listened to my mum...

To those who said i pon ten school never jio, if i jio u, u confirm dun wan cuz i am sick ha ha ha....haiz.yesterday, i pon ten school is to play badminton with my friends.But the night before,i had diarrhoe.my mum kept on naggin at me to stay at home and of cuz, i never listen lar..instead i chiong 3 hrs of badminton, drank one 1.5 liters of 100 plus, eat a packet of chicken rice and faced a full blast fan at home...Then suddenly , climax liao. I started shivering like a vibrating handphone uncontrollably, my sister thought i kena possessed-.- then, i was feeling my blood was rushing up to my head, like ants crawling all over me..thats a feeling i will never forget.my mum was terrified at the sight of my condition.she panicked and tears started flowing out.my mouth was stuck.couldnt say anything.she covered me with two blankets and was holding my hands tight.i feel like telling her i am not on my death bed yet but i couldnt speak sia.Then , my sister called my dad but to no avail.my mum tried calling too, but my dad's hp was switched off;my mum was dead furious and chided my dad.My mum kept asking me what to do, i oso dunno ma..hmmm this was the time when she broke down in tears, dead worried abt me.cuz this is the first time i suffered such a dead condition.my mum cares lot about me...haiz .i felt guilty and held her hands too.

Then my dad came home juz at the right time, prior to that, my sis called my bro and my bro was dead worried too and rush down admist his schoolwork in taxi to see me..haiz i was damned touched;guilty too.Then when all my family members arrived to see me, i was touched to bits.hmm then , my dad fed me with panadols to curb my condition first before going down to visit the clinic at 6pm.phew everything came to an end when the doc gave me a jab on my arm.shiok.

Just to say, i love my family more after this incident.Mum, i will heed ur advice next time=D.

2006-02-20T17:27:00.000-08:00

I think I...

To whom it may concern, i guessed u guys must be demanding a updated entry from me .here it is...I broke up with whom once i looked upon as my future wife and forever love, suwen.reason being, mostly, its parents objections.I noe its kinda ridiculous, but everything happens for a reason.i dun wanna touch on that.since the day i broke up, everything seemed so dark, bored , so uninteresting.I am behaving indifferently to the things happening around me.But i had to be strong.i dun wanna be so depressed.my friends are all giving me their utmost support, i dun wanna disappoint them.Thanks shao chong, zhicong, yongsheng,justin,isabel, xingying, gina,shuzheng=D

Now...me and her are just friends...though memories are still flashing back, we dun wan to avoid one another ,adding on to the sorrow ...for us , i dunno whether it will work tis way, but i assure u guys, i am alrite now.i am having a new goal in life and learn alot from this relationship too.i have upgraded to a more mature guy.i had changed for the better.for now, badminton first=D

2006-02-01T06:00:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year 2006 ( New year eve to day 4)

As my earlier entry mentioned that this new year is very sian to me, me and my brother decided to buy some beer and liquor home to enjoy ha ha ...prior to this, the reunion dinner was really an annual feast..especially the soup really OMG thumbs up...my mum can versus zc's dad cooking skills liao =p..hmm thats about my new year eve, eat , watch tv, sleep.boring.

Ok new year day one..as usual went to a temple at teban gardens there...got there quite late, and wow what a crowd over there...smoke was all around in the temple and i cough every three steps i walked.after all the prayers, went for some vegetarian provided by the temple;i ate two big plates lol.hmmm readers by now, u muz be zzzz liao rite...yar thats my new year...all my relatives in indonesia and i had ONLY one relative to visit in this 'fine' city...just cant stop being boring. But suwen put to temporary stop to my boredom.ha ha ha...i met her at city hall mrt and she was dressed reli gorgeous .As usual she dunno how to take care of herself and we end up settling her dinner again first.we chat alot and joke alot along the way to the singapore river ang pow 2006.Thats an eye opener for her and i was quite shock thats her first time there though..FINALLY THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FEELING IS BACK when i got there...everything seems so joyous over there, families all congregating , youngsters enjoying themselves with some carnival games and some kia su people stretching out their hands for gold flakes showered by the Big god of fortune figure over there...woooot!me and her bo liao go join in the fun too ha ha! after that we went for some food...bought her some taiwanese ice cream and koop some samplings along the way too lol! she was reli sweet that day=D.On the way home as usual, our crapping sessions begins.she luff till siao and cant tell u how diu lian i feel ha ha ha...yup sent her home and i got back home to get some rest for tommrrow trip to ssc house.

wow so the next day after visiting my dad's brother, i headed to ssc house...and shockingly, i am entitled to a 'ang pow lucky draw'.OMG and guess what, the highest amount is 388 and i got ? 38. yea the feeling sucks ! as usual my mockery gang all playin games, i headed to sim's room to have a good chat wif him.he need counselling wat lol....yea talked alot abt relationships and to sim: have a smooth sailing time ahead! after that, i buay tahan again go sleep first ha ha.the next exciting day begins.......

yea , got home around 11 plus am together with zhicong ha ha..he wore like a banana again bth always lidat no fashion sense.he came my hse eat dan he vv paiseh aiya ha ha...he clicked along quite well with my family and my dad say he look good ha ha! happy ma zc...hmmm nothing to do, we went for movie at orchard cineleisure, jet li's FEARLESS..on the mrt ha ha ha, zhicong spotted a gal infront kept on bio-ing me ...i tink the gal look okok onli lar...dan zc said she impacted his heart alot..unique taste indeed.even after she left, he kept on talkin bout her lol man! to zc: build ur body first lar!=P

than lastly today i went suwen house bai nian.hehe.got a small conflict wif her but eventually nothing between us is unsolvable.she was reli tired looking today but i find her rather cute and pretty though..

yea thats how i spent these days .comment abt it.i wan zzz liao good nite!

2006-01-27T18:41:00.000-08:00

SO FAST LEI

today is new year eve liao...as usual always slpt late dan awoken by incense smoke lol and full blast new year song...ten years no change one, always the same song hahaha..eh eh and i just gotten my pay ytd! aiya but not tat much lar onli 400+ nia..but is enuff to do alot of things liao...treat sim and zc, buy sth for my gal, buy myself sth too dan the rest spend on food hahah. yea, dunno why recently my appetite become alvin tan size, see any thing that is edible i feel like munching.die liao, muz exercise more regularly already if not i really guo fei nian...

hmm dunno why...this year, i didnt feel anything special or rather, treat CNY as a normal day..i cant figure out lei...past few years , without fail, i will always countdown towards new year..this year maybe is not a good year for me lol bullshit! i will make everyday of my life happy, joyous and full of vitamin M.oh shit, my sis come pester me for labtop liao cya bye bye happy CNY!!! WOOHOOO

2006-01-18T17:21:00.000-08:00

Its part and parcel of life...

Death....strikes terror into everyone when mentioned...and recently i received a shocking news, my friend's dad passed away...i couldnt recover from myself from the thought that how their family gonna faced this reality when the chinese new year are just weeks away...it really saddens me for that day...i could just pray hard for my buddy that their family could take this blow and overcome this with faith and optimism.This friend of mine is damn outgoing, bubbly and outshines everyone with his laughter.....i had never once saw him looking glommy; cheerfulness is his greatest distinctive trait.If bro, u are reading this, i hope u could take this blow in your stride and as usual, be opitimistic and remember everyone of your gang cares alot for you.

My condolences.

2006-01-16T07:19:00.000-08:00

RP open 1/100 house

Wat the **** is this kinda open house where students can only tour one block? guys i am not kidding...this is Republic poly's 2006 open house...out of such a big landmark, only a pathetic one stop centre of my poly is officially opened after years of construction..it seems never ending to the constrution of our new campus, and the new campus is not so 'new' after all...so dusty all around and the view outside the one stop center sucks...all under constructions...tink we wan to hurry the banglas to build faster issit...its just that me and other hundreds of students are studying in a past prison cell...yeah wtf ..and we paid the same school fees as u all...1021 dollars..in one way or another, we feel unfair ...

Ok enough of my complains...today i was attached to a materials science booth .this my first time helping out in a open house and its quite fun though.watching all those secondary school students passing by, guys teasing at girls, all with at least one amaths text book on their hands...i am suddenly reminded of my secondary school life and quite misses those days...lol....yup.my duty today was to demonstrate how simple moulding are done, its purposes bla bla bla...quite a fresh experience for me...haha...gotta slp now..tmr got to act like a scientist again with that four-days-never-wash labcoat..

2006-01-11T22:04:00.000-08:00

HAHA

come update liao lar...sorry lar these few days really lazy to blog..somemore sch starts liao, no time lar...hahaha...

hmmm today is a very meaningful day.Its my 8th month with her...i never knew that we could progressed till this far, this stage...1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 mths lei...how many days had i faced her? almost everyday...sian? no lar ...its very sian! hahaha jk lar...in fact, i find her better looking these few days...hmm every month, i will buy her a monthly gift.and this month, i bought her a pair of OP slippers haha...because she got all kind of pretty shoes except a nice slippers..and its not the price that counts,i juz want her to be happier ...hehe. me now in class...SICK...-.-.so heng that i fall sick today, nose like running tap, and whole body shivering...dun tink can celebrate my 8 mth later except slacking wif her at some places ba..

I just want u to be happier~

2005-12-26T06:22:00.000-08:00

Why Why wHY

yesterday went out with zhicong...two of us onli, his sister slpin-.-...some went overseas , some gt date...so no choice, rather dan jailed at home, i decided to let out wind wif my bestie lor.back to our usual hunt lo, suntec city...so many couples huggin and kissing on the way there, out of the blue i feel like goin home....but didnt tell zc...just keep walkin and walkin ...pass by the city link mall , up the escalator, over the bridge dan finally to suntec...sian on the way see over 50 plus couples...make me feel lik valentine's day ytd-.-...dunno why whenever i stepped into the huge mall, my mood will turned very joyous and relax...sort of unexplainable but eventually, my mood got better and my crappy ideas surfaced hahaha...kept on talking about clara, one of zc's best friend hahaha...dunno lei, i felt vv bad lei, she nv offended us lei, but haiz perhaps justin is not around, we juz divert our attention to her lor haha...after all the good luffs we went pan pacific hotel! wooo guess wat , we headed their toilet straight and da bain first lol...their cubicles like submarine cabin lidat lei, its reli self-contained..than we headed up to the 4th storey de mini sky garden..haha we took some self photos....didnt noe my side view look like jay chou till ytd hahaha...but, as we go on, i kept thinkin about her...its super unintentional...

than, of cuz, esplanade is our fav night time place ...lots of crowd ...couples too-.-...all dressed like never before lol...i tink onli zc wearing 3/4 pants there HAHA...as usual lor, we sang alot of songs.jay chou la, guang liang la, oldies and chinese new yr song...but it juz couldnt divert my thoughts about her...zc felt it too.and so he modified the chinese new yr song to cheer me up...but of cuz unsuccessful lar lol....during tat time, it was once of the most suffering moments of my life...so many possible thoughts appeared in my brain...i was reli wondering wat she is doin now and wat so ever...haiz ...dan came across a wishing tree...i hesitated awhile but eventually hung up wat i wanna say to her on the tree...she will see it if fate arranges it to be ...

After all the fun and saddness, we took 960 gg home...than half way hahaha some indians boarded the bus and zc face suddenly changed, damn funny sia his reaction super racist kind...haha....hmmm its a simple day with my buddy, reli thank him for being there with me when i am down...thank you lotsa k luo zhixiang^^

2005-12-23T04:45:00.000-08:00

Christmas without you

today is christmas.woke up at 8.30 am today...purposely one lar...realli no mood to work today, so sorry to cold storage u all had to arrange all the fuji apples urself haha...yesterday was christmas eve, went to causeway point and fetch my dearie..wah she shuang le lor, work less dan 20 days guess how much she earned...thousand plus okay...dunno muz arrange how many apples to earn sia..hmm bought her a bracelets , earrings all for juz 10 dollars! haha not i cheapskate ok...but my dearie wanna save money for me, so good rite hehe .hmmm than we go around her place and settled down..realli feel happy being with her, she never fails to make me luff with her craziness and funny actions..really enjoy and admire her while she is singing songs out loud and gettin crazy...HAHA...hmmm yar we listened songs together , luff out loud together than after that we chat chat awhile more dan i sent her home...hopes she's wearing the bracelet tommorrow! ^V^

Dunno since after i gotten into this serious relationship, and onli recently, i became very very possesive about her...almost suffocating her ...haiz come to tink about it, i shouldnt do this..but its because after we are faced with so many near-to-break-up situations, i began to realise her extreme importance in my life, and i dun wanna see her turning away from me again...I am not the old shui fa anymore, so heckcare about gals every week got new date that kind...I am not tat independent anymore, days without her are juz so moody and unhappening...Lookin forward to 27th, tuesday..seeing my dearie again...hope we could have lotsa fun together and reli enjoy ourself...

It's been a long long time....